Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Mass Update...
Was on leave SECRETLY on Monday. Met up with Calyn, Mayling n Kat. We went to try anti-oxidant hot bed theraphy in Tampines. Was very relaxing so Mayling and Calyn signed up for the package. I did not as Tampines is too FAR for me lioa. After that, we went shopping. A very nice day for me tho was raining. Very relaxing and made me refreshed. :) Think I shall do this once a month! Hehe!
Was also on leave yesterday to look after bryant as MIL needs to work. Had a great time with him. :)
Was also on leave yesterday to look after bryant as MIL needs to work. Had a great time with him. :)
Monday, November 5, 2007
Tired weekend
Deli jio the gang to go chiong on Friday night during the wedding dinner. We settled on The Arena as it just opened in May and none of us have went before.
But Im soooo disappointed in The Arena. Is live band but not my style of music. After 30mins, I decided to go MOS instead and so we changed place immediately.
The music is definitely better and put me into dancing mood. :) Is been a long time since I went dancing. I enjoyed myself alot. Glad that Deli pushed me to go and relax. Had fun till 2am, reached home just in time to feed my prince. :) Manage to sleep at 3am but our prince decided to wake up and play at 6am. *pull hair* No matter how I pacify him, he refused to go back to bed.
On Saturday afternoon, we went to visit Grace. Bryant, the nosey parker, saw baby Cheryl and started to crawl towards her to rock her rocker, and also tried to pull her down from her rocker. -_-"
He also crawled all over the house and pulled everything he can get hold of. But I think he enjoyed himself alot coz he kept smiling and "talking" to Ginny and Sean. :)
But Im soooo disappointed in The Arena. Is live band but not my style of music. After 30mins, I decided to go MOS instead and so we changed place immediately.
The music is definitely better and put me into dancing mood. :) Is been a long time since I went dancing. I enjoyed myself alot. Glad that Deli pushed me to go and relax. Had fun till 2am, reached home just in time to feed my prince. :) Manage to sleep at 3am but our prince decided to wake up and play at 6am. *pull hair* No matter how I pacify him, he refused to go back to bed.
On Saturday afternoon, we went to visit Grace. Bryant, the nosey parker, saw baby Cheryl and started to crawl towards her to rock her rocker, and also tried to pull her down from her rocker. -_-"
He also crawled all over the house and pulled everything he can get hold of. But I think he enjoyed himself alot coz he kept smiling and "talking" to Ginny and Sean. :)
Stephy Wedding
Steph held her wedding dinner on 29/10/2007, Monday. We had a great time, looks more like a gathering for us than a wedding banquet. Hehehe! Took alot of photos, as usual, without the wedding couple. ;)
Monday, October 29, 2007
Lousy weekend :(
I had insisted to bring Bryant out on Saturday although he just recovered from his fever and flu. He was super cranky at Sebas house due to insufficient sleep. I brought him into guestroom and tried to coax him to sleep but to no avail! He was throwing his tantrums and crying loudly! Everyone outside was worried but dare not say anything.
Deli came into the room and snatched away Bryant from me! Scolded me for not listening to him by insisting to bring him out. Bryant was crying non-stop and kept on leaning towards me but Deli refused to let me near him. I was close to tears! :( He warned me not to bring Bryant back to my mum's place on Sunday and we were to go home immediately. Suddenly Bryant vomited and I quickly snatched him back! Sebas drove us home and Bryant fell asleep in the car.
Both of us were quiet and ignored each other. MIL cooked us mee hoon soup for dinner. When we were having dinner, he asked me if I have understood his sentence. I stared blankly at my dinner and nodded my head and continued to eat.
He continued to tell me off! Asked me not to spread our home affairs to my good friends. If I am unhappy, I should say it out! Asked me not to act smart. Asked me is it I feel very proud by telling others. I could feel his stare but I chose to ignore and continued to eat. Not getting any reply from me, he stood up and left the kitchen angrily.
I was very upset and couldn't sleep at night. Alot of thoughts went thru' my mind.
"y arent i crying?? i got scolded le"
"do i feel proud tellin others? no im not, so y is he using this word on me? i need a venting out channel.. y i not allowed to do so?"
"am i acting smart? if im really smart, i wont marry him"
"am i happy?? no, im not.. im not me anymore"
"where's old shuping? i got no idea, she's lost"
"do i still love him? i dunno wat does love stands for now.. "
"wat does marriage stands for? to me: marriage stands for a couple to stay thru thick n thin, good n bad health"
"so does my marriage fulfils this criteria? i guess yes coz we went thru my bad health, so wat had happen?"
"will i be happy if im no longer in this marriage? maybe, at least i no need to face ppl i dun like"
"will bryant be happy? bryant will no longer be the same coz family is incomplete"
"shd i stay n persist on for bryant's sake? i really dunno.."
"so does he still loves me? maybe yes, maybe no, maybe he in love with other? he's waiting for me to initiate, i really dunno.. "
"does he really understand me?? sometimes yes, sometimes no, i really dunno.."
"y are there "dunno" answers?? I REALLY DUNNO!"
He was at his usual self yesterday. That's his usual way of handling matters. Pretend nothing has happen. Even he is in the wrong, he will also not apologise. I tried not to talk to him if possible. Answered him when he asked me questions.
The ice was broken when I watched the 9pm Channel U movie. It was saying something funny and I started to laugh for the first time yesterday. He looked at me and smiled "Very funny hor??"
Although we have started to talk to each other, I don't feel the same anymore.
Deli came into the room and snatched away Bryant from me! Scolded me for not listening to him by insisting to bring him out. Bryant was crying non-stop and kept on leaning towards me but Deli refused to let me near him. I was close to tears! :( He warned me not to bring Bryant back to my mum's place on Sunday and we were to go home immediately. Suddenly Bryant vomited and I quickly snatched him back! Sebas drove us home and Bryant fell asleep in the car.
Both of us were quiet and ignored each other. MIL cooked us mee hoon soup for dinner. When we were having dinner, he asked me if I have understood his sentence. I stared blankly at my dinner and nodded my head and continued to eat.
He continued to tell me off! Asked me not to spread our home affairs to my good friends. If I am unhappy, I should say it out! Asked me not to act smart. Asked me is it I feel very proud by telling others. I could feel his stare but I chose to ignore and continued to eat. Not getting any reply from me, he stood up and left the kitchen angrily.
I was very upset and couldn't sleep at night. Alot of thoughts went thru' my mind.
"y arent i crying?? i got scolded le"
"do i feel proud tellin others? no im not, so y is he using this word on me? i need a venting out channel.. y i not allowed to do so?"
"am i acting smart? if im really smart, i wont marry him"
"am i happy?? no, im not.. im not me anymore"
"where's old shuping? i got no idea, she's lost"
"do i still love him? i dunno wat does love stands for now.. "
"wat does marriage stands for? to me: marriage stands for a couple to stay thru thick n thin, good n bad health"
"so does my marriage fulfils this criteria? i guess yes coz we went thru my bad health, so wat had happen?"
"will i be happy if im no longer in this marriage? maybe, at least i no need to face ppl i dun like"
"will bryant be happy? bryant will no longer be the same coz family is incomplete"
"shd i stay n persist on for bryant's sake? i really dunno.."
"so does he still loves me? maybe yes, maybe no, maybe he in love with other? he's waiting for me to initiate, i really dunno.. "
"does he really understand me?? sometimes yes, sometimes no, i really dunno.."
"y are there "dunno" answers?? I REALLY DUNNO!"
He was at his usual self yesterday. That's his usual way of handling matters. Pretend nothing has happen. Even he is in the wrong, he will also not apologise. I tried not to talk to him if possible. Answered him when he asked me questions.
The ice was broken when I watched the 9pm Channel U movie. It was saying something funny and I started to laugh for the first time yesterday. He looked at me and smiled "Very funny hor??"
Although we have started to talk to each other, I don't feel the same anymore.
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Result OUT
Is NOT cancer. What a relief!
I have a ulcer in my mouth for 1 mouth. I went to seek GP advice. She said this is not a cold sore but she is worried it MIGHT be cancerous as it did not disappear for such a long time. Normal ulcer should disappear after 3 days. Therefore, with her advice, I went to seek specialist help in TTSH. The senior surgeon said this is retention cyst. Asked me not to worry so much. If the ulcer still did not disappear, I can come back to the clinic, and he'll surgically removed it for me. Minor operation.
Now I can sleep in peace!! :)
I have a ulcer in my mouth for 1 mouth. I went to seek GP advice. She said this is not a cold sore but she is worried it MIGHT be cancerous as it did not disappear for such a long time. Normal ulcer should disappear after 3 days. Therefore, with her advice, I went to seek specialist help in TTSH. The senior surgeon said this is retention cyst. Asked me not to worry so much. If the ulcer still did not disappear, I can come back to the clinic, and he'll surgically removed it for me. Minor operation.
Now I can sleep in peace!! :)
Thursday, October 18, 2007
Sebas Wedding
Sebas held his customary wedding on 15/10/2007. We girls were asked to be his bride's "sisters" while the guys were the "brothers". Was a long and tiring day but everyone enjoyed themselves. :)
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